Farewell... for a while

Finally, tomorrow (1st of July 2013) i'm gonna enroll my self at MARA Ketengah International College (MKIC) A-Level for two years. Well, i'm not usually updating lots of post daily or anything. But somehow i want post something before i register tomorrow. It's really hard for me to leave my family, my home, my bedroom and just everything. I'm sure i'm gonna miss Kelantan.

I really hope i don't get a serious home sickness or mental breakdown once i get there. Please please pleaseeeee! The feelings i have right now were all over the place. Excited and terrified at the same time. Get that? I really hope i can cope with everything including studies, hostel life, WiFi-less network and probably mountains and jungles. AND mostly FOOD.

To my family: I love you

So i guess that's it. Now, i'm gonna go to sleep on my bed for the last time, at the moment. Will be seeing this baby after 3 weeks :(

5 centimeter per second

This is one of my favorite anime movie. The movie was heartbreaking and mellow. The plot and scene just take your breath away. I can't help but cried at the end of this movie. The story was about a guy who probably (in my opinion) loves that girl for all his life and leaving no rooms for others to invade his heart. Corny huh. I know.I just love the instrumental OST in this movie.

And so, they begin their relationships, long-distance relationship (but they don't become a lovers though). Oh, i forgot to tell you that both him and that girl were a childhood friends. Maybe because of their long-distance relationship that girl somehow found another person, she got herself a boyfriend. Years after that, The girl engaged to be married to another guy. There's actually much more scene that unfolds in this movie. But i'm too lazy to type. And finally, at the end that guy still harbored  feelings towards her but maybe he decided to move on his life. So he let her go. The end.

Clarity

I freaking in love with this song. Mostly because i love the beat and the lyrics.

I dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash, ‘cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'till it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn’t need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade, and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don’t speak as I try to leave, ‘cause we both know what we'll choose
If you pull, then I’ll push too deep and I’ll fall right back to you

Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn’t need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

-from metrolyric

Hello Aliens

Finally, i made up my mind to blog again. I'm used to classic templates coding but i'm not really familiar with xml coding. And i end up using other designer layout. I just want a clean and simple layout. So tadaaaaa i presented you Crayon Word. I know, my blog url doesn't make any sense but i found it quite cute. hahaha.